originally this post was suppose to be a weekend recap. it was a spontaneous busy long weekend and a very good one. however, by the time i arrived home from work this evening, my weekend high had faded and i was back to feeling
broken.
i don't like me. i haven't liked me for over a year now and quite frankly, i'm so sick of me!
i'm afraid to admit it, but i think i may have too much riding on this upcoming Asian Sensation 2011 Las Vegas trip. you know what i'm saying? or maybe you don't...
i'm hoping this trip will cure me...
i want this Las Vegas trip to be the best birthday i've ever had.
i want it to be the most memorable of all my LV trips.
i want the fun of it to be so joyous that my cheeks hurt.
i want Sin City to be filled with too much eye candy that my eyes will come out of it's sockets.
i want there to be wicked stories to tell forever.
i want to come back from this trip extremely happy where the feeling of happiness is so strong it never really leaves my soul.
i simply want to feel
truthfully happy.
but because i'm expecting so much from this trip, realistically it's not gonna go down that way.
so i'll take what i can...
wow, way to be a debbie downer a few days prior to meeting up with a bunch of lovely, beautiful ladies in a city i love. oh boy, i really do need an escape!
