with turning 35 years old just around the corner and recently suffering a breakup, it's forced me to re-evaluate...
throughout my life, i can honestly say there's been three instances of when i wasn't ready for the relationship to end. no, my last relationship is not on this list. if i've learned anything from the first two, it takes me approximately 4 years to get over "him". WHAT THE F*CK?! if that's truly the case, this means by the time i get over #3, I WILL BE 38 YEARS OLD!! f*ck me!
wow, can i really afford to wait that long to move on?
my last relationship proved i can't be with someone else while having feelings for another. that was the 1st time i've overlapped my feelings and clearly my heart was not a fan and fought back. hence why i'm back to just me, myself and i.
i've contemplated this before... since i don't look my age, maybe i should move to a far city where no one knows me. lie about my age and start my life from scratch. it's kinda like giving myself another chance...
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3 comments:
you could always move to Hawaii...I'm just saying!
you can move to portland. then you'd be a lot closer to your twin! LOL you're a strong person, an independent one, so even if it takes forever to move on, etc, etc, somehow, i believe that you will be just fine.
move to portland! you'll be closer to your twin!
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