my take on guys...
i'm not gonna lie, one of the first things that crosses my mind when i see a cute or good looking guy is "is he gay?".
i rarely come across any eye candy. what the hell happened?! did they all consciously decide to move to a different city all at at the same time? i'm not gonna lie, i'm lucky if i see one cute guy in the month.
my take on working out...
i've been working out like a feen lately. i'm not gonna lie, even though i've been working out almost everyday, i swear my ass and thighs have only grown! WORKOUTS FAIL?!
my take on turning almost cougar status...
in less than 2 months i'll be turning 35! holy eff, where has the time gone?! i'm not gonna lie, when i look back to where i was 10 years ago, everything about my life is pretty much the same. WOW, I SUCK! but what better way to celebrate almost being a cougar by embracing my new age at the exact minute i turn "old" in VEGAS baby with my Asian Sensation ladies and fellow bloggers and friends: Leesh, Kat, Steph, Reni and Elisse.
my take on life...
one of my oldest close friends just got engaged. i'm not gonna lie, while i'm incredibly ecstatic for A and R, i can't help but feel incredibly sad because of selfish reasons. he's the last of my old skool boyz to get hitched. now all of them are officially grown up! out of all of my boyz, never did i think in a million years i would be the last one left. they're all boys! i'm the only girl! shouldn't i be one of the first?! i can't even find someone to be happy with! one of them is even expecting. i'm not gonna lie, this very moment is probably one of the saddest moments of my life as i've come to the realization that i live a very sad sad sad life. i'm not gonna lie, i'm actually crying for myself at this very second. literally. i feel so pathetic and heart broken for some reason... my heart aches for what others have. you know that "creepy uncle" at fam jams?! when i think about it, i'm kinda like the "creepy aunt." ZING (on me)!
i'm not gonna lie, i live only half alive...
i'm not gonna lie, i live only half alive...
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| i'm the furthest one to this reality (via) |
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| this is how i feel. i stand alone as everyone else moves forward. (via) |
5 comments:
cannot WAIT for vegas baby!
damn, submitted too soon without finishing my comment.
btw, you are NOT that creepy person at friendly functions! and you're not a cougar either; you're just looking for the right person and not willing to settle for less (which i think is a good thing!) i hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
i agree with kat's comments above, the first and second! :) i think many people feel that they are being left behind in one way or another, it doesn't always have to be in the relationship thing. you're not alone, we all have our "feeling left behind moments". one of my bff, when she works out her thighs gets bigger, or so she claims. i haven't really checked her out, i don't bat for the same team! LOL
I too agree with both comments. No matter what, you will always seem one step behind other people. The best thing to do is find something that makes you happy. Everyone always want what others have - a marriage, a baby, a big home, numerous vacations, nice clothes, etc...but with all those other people, there is something missing in their life - a loved one, a baby, no home, etc.
The key is to be happy with what you have - for yourself, you have good health, a lot of friends who care about you, a job, a roof over your head and family. Be thankful for those things. One day, your prince charming will come and then everything else will fall into place. He's just having some problems with his GPS to find you.
p.s. - I'm giving you a virtual hug and hoping you feel better soon. Vegas isn't too far away!
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