some days are better than others. you would think that i have never gone through a break up before or maybe it just hurts more because i'm in my mid-30s and my life hasn't changed much from 10 years ago... or maybe it's simply because i really liked him.
and it sucks that i still feel for him... and that i still think of him daily... curious to know what he's up to... wishing he still thinks of me... hoping he'll try to contact me.
yea, i know. i'm pretty pathetic.
and i HATE that this is how i feel. and i hate that i can get so sad at times cuz it really does hurt my heart.
there's many moments i replay repeatedly in my head, wishing i could take back some things i know has effected the "us" him and i are today.
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